Verse 1

It's so easy to hate you after everything I went through
Sometimes there are moments; hatred is oh so sweet
So what do you think now when months have gone by?
Or do you think at all what has become of me?
Do you almost ring me sometimes?
And throw the thought away?
Babe, do you wonder at times
What we could have had
If you had given it half the chance
Do you ever imagine what it could have been like?
To bare your soul to me?
Oh, babe do you think I would have let you down?
Or were you too scared to let things out
Do you think it's too late and I've come to hate you now?

(chorus)

(but, darling, don't you know?)
Anger has just melted away a long time ago
And I still spend every minute of day and night
Thinking if I could know if you were all right?
Oh, anger just doesn't mean a thing anymore
Babe, I only miss you all the time
Don't you know I cannot hate you if I tried?
And anger cannot last when love is just so real

Verse 2

All I think about is why did you let me go?
Didn't you really care enough for me?
Or was there something you haven't told me
But, why did you just turn away saying dreams ain't for you?
When they were right there in front of you?
Oh, honey, I just wanna hear your laughter again
Just sit beside you and watch you sing to yourself
And have you look at me just that way
Making my heartbeat rise the way only you do
Only wanna be near tell you how much I love you
And make all those dreams a little more real for you
Anything but this dark misery that hurt so deep within
Oh, babe it's too lonely without you don't you know?

(chorus)


That's not true

Verse 1
I go on pushing myself
Over this brink again and again
So that people will say
How brave I am to have survived
Do you really believe it?
But that isn't true at all
I push myself to the brink
So my mind doesn't function anymore
It doesn't have the strength to think
Of the time that never came to my life

(chorus)
Does it make you happy now?
That even at the brink of unconscious
I still remember I love you still
Does it make you happy?
That you could break my heart
With a single word all over again?
Does it make you glad to say?
It's all over now
And softly you have killed one by one
The hopes I held close to my heart

Verse 2
I work myself over the edge
To hear them chant my sweet praise
No, that's not the truth at all
I work myself over the edge so
I don't have time to listen to the heartbeat
That calls out for a love that was never mine
I push sleepiness out of my eyes by force
And work myself around the clock
Coz I'm driven by a force to get to the top
Do you really think so?
But that's not true at all
I do it so memories never flood back
And dreams never return to haunt
As sleep catches me by

(bridge)
Do you laugh at me?
Coz I fell down on my knees again
That I couldn't stop loving you
After all of this time?

(chorus)