It don't matter

Rehab

Sitting in the traffic
Another day of feeling nothing
Trying to find something
I guess it's back to huffing
Pain, it might have been
Oh how I die when I look at you
Smiling
Loving life
And all I know is you
Rainy days and cold stares
Broken love affairs
Everything is beautiful
As long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile
Who cares?
I think I'll go to sleep for awhile

I'm barely living in my skin
Depressed since it all began
Cause I don't know where I am heading
Trying to forget where I've been
And I'm so sick of lying
God please show me that silver lining
Cause I'm hurting
And I'm not well
My head's full of Hell and this world's a jail

And it don't matter, I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cause everything is hard to bear
Yea, everything is hard to bear
And it don't matter, I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cause everything is hard to bear
Yea, everything is hard to bear