Its hard to say if i am alive
Disorder runs rampant in my mind
loose thoughts slipping through my sad excuse for a grip
random ideas bouncing around like a rubber ball in a rubber room
uncatchable
My mind is going numb
my mind is going numb
I find myself tripping in your eyes
Delusions creeping up from behind
sticking, probing, trying everything to falter me
these floating thoughts will trip me up; make you knowing me
psychopathically
impossible
I have become
so mentally undone
i have become
my mind is going numb
You have tempted me forever
Suddenly my thoughts come into mind
it seems ive found the problem that has been plaguing me
i think of pain i think of death
and then i find my mind specificly incredible
I have become, i have become, i have become
so mentally undone
i have become, i have become, i have become
my mind is going numb
Dead girls bloom
in my garden of thought
spreading and decaying
to become one with the silt of my mind
I have become
so mentally undone
i have become
my mind is going numb
I have become
so mentally undone
i have become
my mind is going numb