26 hours, 2000 miles away
a broken trust severed us
an ocean of secrets that you left behind unlocked by false assumptions
I'm stupid and dumb in the brain
and i shouldn't have, shouldn't have, shouldn't have
shouldn't have 
pushed you away 
Chorus 2x:
now that you're gone, i know what i've lost
and i can't get you out of my mind
i wish i could turn back time
i'm biting my tongue with my foot in mouth
i'm kicking myself, kicking myself in the ass
i know i shouldn't judge you by your past
 
jealousy hit me
i screamed and shouted at you
when i heard that you've been with my friends it's none of my business, what you have been through
i was scared i would get hurt again
I'm stupid, i made a mistake
and i shouldn't have, shouldn't have, shouldn't have
shouldn't have
pushed you away 
Chorus
Your past