If ever you had said to me before
That i would live this life that i am
Living now i guess it's all so strange
To feel the way i do inside but
Have so much that i could feel some
Pride for in my life so why is it that
I feel like this
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How do i feel? i've been here before
I've felt this
Retreat to a place a place within me
I need this keep it all down bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
Torture me like it used to
I try and try to break away from all the hate
I'm feeling for everyone of you that's ever
Done me wrong i need to justify the reasons
For the way i'm living i guess i can't cause
I don't feel like i deserve it
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So now the waves they have subsided
And my soul is bleeding i can't take away
The shame i feel, forgive me