Drowning deep in my see of loathing
broken your servant i kneel
it seems what's left of my human side is changing
is slowly changing in me
looking at my own reflection
when suddenly it changes
violently it changes
oh no, there is no turning back now
you've woken up the demon in me
get up, come on get down with the sickness
open up your hate and let it flow into me
you mother get up, you fcker get up
madness is the gift that has been given to me
i can see inside you the sickness is rising
don't try to deny what you feel
it seems that all that was good has died
and is decaying in me
it seems you're having some trouble
in dealing with these changes
living with these changes
the world is a scary place
now that you've woken up the demon in me
and when i dream
no mommy don't do it again
don't do it again
i'll be a good boy
i'll be a good boy, i promise
no mommy don't hit me
why did you have to hit me like that
don't do it you're hurting me
why did you have to be such a btch
why don't you
why don't you fck off and die
why can't you just fck off and die
why can't you just leave here and die
never stick your hand in my face again btch
fck you
i don't need this sht
you stupid, sadistic, abusive fcking whre
how would you like to see how it feels mommy
here it comes, get ready to die