I remember it was the month october
In a garage i was standing scared and somber
I could smell your breathing and the pain your leaving
So ashamed i'm feeling
And now i am left to fate

For all the times i'd be losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer motherfucker
Ripped my heart out
It was so good

I remember words that never left me
For a scull of silver here's what you'd do for me
If you tell, i'll kill you
Rip the child out from you
Wish that i could stop you
Please god make this go away

For all the times i've been losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer, mother fucker
Ripped my heart out
Innocence was lost

And i feel it
I can't take it
I don't want it
Anymore

Was only five
And i feel it
Cant take it anymore

For all the times i heard you
Say in my goddamned mind
Make it sooner if i suck you
I'd make you suffer
Make you suffer
Motherfucker

For all the times i'd be losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer, motherfucker
Ripped my heart out..
...i was only five...
...five...