I've tried it twice but all in vain
i've seen it come but far too late
sometimes it's easier to swallow pain as pain
Inwards
lifeless
a bitter soul in shades
Unbroken chains
again and again
This fear i can not hide
inwards
it's inside
Here i go again with blinded sight
into my universe of time
inner higher praise of spiritual decay
terminal state of confusion
yes, i know, i'm hard to penetrate
I won't complain
it's my own perception
and i need to fucking lie for one more day...