Gone - i couldn't murder your promise
right before my eyes
the revolutions of my psychosis
kept me outta the way

once - inside - all i hold is ash...

fail - suppressing every feeling
i'm in so much pain
i have every fuckin' right to hate you
i can't take it!

the hardest part was knowing that i could never be you
now all i do is sit around and wish i could forget you

my demise - i took a life worth living and
made it worth a mockery
i deny - i fold, but they keep on coming
(stop) i'm always ready to die
but you're killing me

who are you to me? who am i to you?
is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
by default, you are my only link to the outside
psychosomatic suicide
where were you when i was down?
can you show me a way...
to face everyday with this face - goodbye

my demise - i took a life worth living and
made it worth a mockery
i deny - i fold, but they keep on coming
(stop) i'm always ready to die
but you're killing me

when i blur my eyes, they make the whole
world breath - i see you fucking me
and i am absolutely controlly every urge
to mutilate - the one and only answer
so much for memories...
i wanna derss in your insecurities
and be the perfect you - i'm through
i'm out-stretched out for all to loathe
here we go - the ultimate irony