I have to let you die.
i have to let you fade.
so spare me the male accusations.
i would have told you those things you wanted to hear
and i would have cared
the way you thought no one ever would.
and now my heart bleeds cold.
i refuse to be caressed by stone.
i now live emotionless and free from your pain.
my heart bleeds the darkest blood.
my heart is cold as stone
a rock feels no pain
no laughter. no loving. no contact.