She looks down as she enters
she doesn't want to have to explain
she'll keep it locked inside
all of the confusion and the pain
her self-destruction shall remain
And behind the wall she's built
she's withering away inside
she's bruised and she's battered
from all the cheating and the lies
she lives this thin disguise
She's lost behind that smile
and she shies from every touch
she could never let them in
because she always cares too much
but she can never get enough
She hates to think of what will be
and what lies behind every door
she left everything she loved behind
because she wanted so much more
she'll be searching forevermore