I hurt myself again today,
feelin' a little numb i could
use the pain.
i always find myself in this
little bind.
it's been a few weeks since
you've been around,
so here i sit with my hands
strapped down patiently awaiting
our secert games
we used to play
all alone, so here
i sit all tied up,
all alone with all my thoughts,
i do not mind if this goes on.
i think about about what i'll say to you
when you finally decide to
come my way,
I'm sitting around all painted
like a fool,
and i don't know how i got
this way, and i don't know how
much more i wanna take.
but i know you'll shoot me down,
and bury me before i get too high.
so here i sit all tied up all
alone with my thoughts when
will i learn to walk away
from the things i do that make
me feel the way, i feel when
i'm with you? tonight it's me, myself and i,
all this pain i seem to put
myself through, all the ways i
find to submit to you
cat o' nine tails gettin' old
and i don't know how i got
this way i don't know how much more
i wanna take.
i got a millon ways to tame
myself and a million nights to try
when will you come around
to do the things you do to me
i hate this game of solitaire.