Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've gotta try kinda first when drenched
All sunny days all I can see is the shadow
And I'm not above being under
And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when its my turn to see
My only believe is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin I'm over

[chorus:]
Broken off agin
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonley by myself
Now the pain again I always let try forward
Cuz all I know I'm disconnected

Quietly loud when I'm noisily silent
Keep holding my breth when I'm trying to breath
Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing

[chorus:]

I just wanna live my life sedated
Cuz I love driving myself away
Despite you know you say don't give a damn
I cant comprehend what I understand
Disconnected
Now the pain again I always let try forward
Cuz all I know I'm disconnected
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Now the pain again I always let try forward
Cuz all I know I'm disconnected