Father forgive me for i know not what i do
i tried everything but i'll leave it up to you
i don't want to live, i don't know why
i don't have no reasons, i just want to die
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i'm a suicidal failure, i've got to get some help
i have suicidal tendencies but i can't kill myself
I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expried
i'm barely jsut 20 but my life i will retire
i went down to a rifle store, i bought myself a gun
i point it at my head but i couldn't get the job done
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I took all my mother's sleeping pills
i jumped off a freeway bridge
i drank three kinds of poison
and drove my car off a ridge
i beat myself with a bat
put a noose around my head
i overdosed on heroin
but i'm still not dead
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Death may not be the answer
it can't be all that great
but me i'm not into living
with life i can't relate
by some masochistic reasoning i think that it will be fun
i want to start my second life now
so shoot me with your gun
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I'm looking forward-suicidal
i'm really bored-suicidal
you wanna die-suicidal
then die-suicidal
Honestly-suicidal
at the game-suicidal
at my school-suicidal
at the bar-suicidal
Suicidal
suicidal
suicidal
suicidal