We shot the sky 40 times. and disappeared in freezing vapor. i could have been the parasite chewing holes in this life you so cheaply passed on. not so convenient to stand on crumbling cities or rejected water that you spit out. as sores begin to set in. infected, rejected, neglected ejected. infected, injected, rejected, neglected. hold your breath. hold your breath. breathe slowly the air you burnt out for your money. twisted faces, bent ghosts that tried to warn you of your behavior sickened with disease waste, waste, waste, waste, wasted, wasted, so wasted, so wasted, so wasted so wasted. so wasted, so wasted, so wasted, so wasted. burned alive. taught to kill, burned alive. taught to kill, lost the will to live. i've lost the will to live. simply lost the will to live. i've lost my will to live. infected, rejected, injected ejected. hold your breath. hold your breath. just hold your breath. lying down, fornicate, reaching this retarded state, on some lost thought that ripped at my heart, ripping out forever.