Looking back at me i see that
i never really got it right
i never stopped to think of you,
i'm always wrapped up in things i cannot win
you are the antidote that gets me by,
something strong like a drug that gets me high
What i really meant to say
is i'm sorry for the way i am
i never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so
Cold to you, i'm sorry about all the lies,
maybe in a different light,
you can see me stand on my own again
cause now i can see
you are the antidote that got me by,
something strong like a drug that got me high
What i really meant to say
is i'm sorry for the way i am
i never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be, so cold
I never really wanted you see
the screwed-up side of me
that i keep locked inside of me so deep,
it always seems to get to me
i never really wanted you to go
so many things you should have known
i guess for me there's just no home;
i never meant to be so cold
What i really meant to say
is i'm sorry for the way i am (is im sorry for the way)
i never meant to be so cold
never meant to be so cold