Don't touch my heart
it burns
but i enjoy the pain
the pain that i deserve
that i desire
god is waiting to damn me
for loving you
for finding you
although
it's not my
fucking
fault.

i'm seeing grey again
it's all inside my head
and i'm bleeding silently
into you.

i don't want you to feel
this
but it's devouring me alive
and i'm drowning, muted,
inside of myself.


my passion for the
cutting edge of your words
grows
and i'm left for dead
in this

emptiness.