Its in my head, won't go away, can't stop the thoughts that drain me.
all form of control leaves and all i have is me.
a sheltered, black room, blank canvas no colour staining.
and i try to break this chain but all i feel is so cold.
I've tried hard to rid myself of this.
i've tried hard to wash away the hate.
i've tried hard to rid myself of all things that i hate, all the things that hate me.
I don't want to change, not even for you.
coz i'll always be this way, the sinner in me is you.
i don't wanna feel this pain in all that i do.
now that i've paid the price, i still can't escape from you.
Now i can't, remember what its like to feel sanity.
i've lost all, respect i once had for a world that’s always hated me.
i won't be, a scapegoat, i'm exactly what you've made me.
waste product, the refuse, your worst nightmares are within me.
I try hard to rid myself of this.
i try hard to wash away the hate.
i try hard to rid myself of all things that i hate, all the things that hate me.
I don't want to change, not even for you.
coz i'll always be this way, the sinner in me is you.
i don't wanna feel this pain in all that i do.
now that i've paid the price, i still can't escape from you.