Why cant I see whats in front of me? x2

I see the doors that I cant open, adding locks from time to time
When it opens something blocks me and im asking myself why
Did I take the step I wanted? was it just a state of mind?
I feel sorry for myself everytime I close my eyes

And I fall into a hole
And I cant take no more x4

Why cant I see whats in front of me? x2 (whats in front)

Whats behind the door I wonder, must be brighter then my past
Would I feel the little different when I take myself across?
Was it really worth the journy? was it just a foolish task?
I feel sorry for myself when I open up my eyes

And I fall into a hole
And I cant take no more x12