I've been stumblin' through my years
all i had was sweat and tears
when i thought i had it made
i was always much too late
And throughout my whole life i've done everything wrong
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no way out - suicide
no way out - suicide
I am loosing all i get
for myself there's just regret
and my brain, it feels so ill
am i waiting for the kill?
What the hell's there on earth that cold keep me alive?
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There's a shadow on my back
i've been taking the wrong track
now i've gone a bit too far
i've begun a private war
All i hate is myself but i've shot someone else
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