Don't leave yet it's still early and i haven't even said a word and i'm hoping that i might upset you by saying what i want to 'cause it's not like you don't know i've fallen for you but it's in my head and that's where you can't see it and i thought that maybe if i had to bite the tips of my fingers i could stumble over words and tell you just how far before i hit the ground and i'm the type to think of all the wrong things to say and i will shut myself up and i'll never come out - i'll close all my doors and only show you the black spots where my eyes once were - i can say this - i can collect myslef deep down and then come out punching and i'll scream out loud.