One day my life will be a chocolate shake and late night t.v. but right now i'm afraid of everything that is goin' down too many decisions too much responsibility and no one is there to hold me when i fail like the deer who knows he won't survive the winter so he runs in fear the drifts too deep, the browse too scarce, the able too strong to compete and i wonder if i was stronger when i didn't care if no one was there to hold me when i fail