Not in the running
but this rain is nothing new to me anyway
i see my reflection
no where near who i should be
the spirit is willing
but the anchors of my flesh still hold me down
with every distraction
i lose more of who i should be
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had many time to try
before i realized
the flaws in my design
may have led me to ask why
why'd you make it so easy
i tried but i'm incomplete
is this all there is?
all there is to me?
How many chances
at redemption do i think i'll ever get
keep changing my rhythms for a shot at something more
miracles happen
so why do i feel like i'm being left behind
it's still in my nature
to look for what i can't find
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Is this all there is?
is this all there is to me
i should be all better now
this is all there is to me
i can pick myself up again
is this all there is?
i hope that one day i will make a stand
but right now
this is all there is to me
No matter how i dream
i will never be good and pray
cuz right now this is all there is to me
yea right now this is all there is to me