Here i am talking �bout discoveries
Emptyness, how silly everything can be
My words are strong
My acts are weak
The truth is different

I wanted all
Now i am standing here, don�t give a damn
I am lost in my past, in reality
It drones in my head ? a weird tone
It sounds like

I didn�t lose
I think there must be more
I think there must be more
But i don�t wanna wait
But i don�t wanna
But i don�t wanna wait

The fucking fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I�m mad, i�m mad, i�m mad

The fucking fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I�m mad, i�m mad, i�m mad

Here i am hiding my head in sand
Here i am swearing i am innocent
Don�t wanna crawl, don�t wanna sink
All on my own

I wanted all
But it�s hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
And smile down

Who will tell me where it is at all
Who will tell me how to get there
�cause i don�t wanna wait
I don�t wanna
I don�t wanna
I don�t wanna wait

The fucking fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I�m mad, i�m mad, i�m mad

The fucking fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I�m mad, i�m mad, i�m mad

I wanted all
But it�s hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
�cause i don�t wanna wait
I don�t wanna wait

The fucking fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I�m mad, i�m mad, i�m mad

The fucking fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I�m mad, i�m mad, i�m mad

The fucking fortune is not
The fucking fortune is not
The fucking fortune is not smiling upon me