My silent smile my hidden cry
My silent smile is there just
Hiding all what you�ve done
I guess this time you don�t wanna fight
I guess i have to accept you are for whoever tries
I know that all your friends make fun of my disgrace
I know you lead them
I know that everytime you leave you spit my name
I know you don�t

Care, you just don�t care

I can�t get away from this because
Trying is sometimes so far from my hands up
I say that i miss
But i can�t feel what i had and now is lost

My only friend has been this chair
My only friend since walking for me is dreaming awake
I bet that�s why you can stay awake
I bet that�s why you told me i�m not lonely no way
I know you feel that i�m too heavy for your wings
I know you feel that
I know that you don�t have respect for all of this
I know you don�t

You crash my future
And then you want me
To think you now
Can fix my present