Why are we here?
i always seem to ask myself
question averted by the thought of someone else
and i am hopelessly done with the things
that i have tried to do
should i give up
and let the weight just fall on me?
day by day i struggle endlessly
there's nothing right, there's nothing good about this
there's nothing right
there's nothing great about this life
and i will never know how it's supposed to be

i keep fighting with the things inside my head
i used to feel so much better than this
i should be laughing, but instead i'm just a mess
it's not right
it's not right to feel this way
i keep fighting with the things inside my head
i don't know how much i could take of this
and now i feel i'm so drowning in it
it's not right to feel this way

so you're gone, what're we supposed to do?
i tell myself not to care through and through
and all this time seems so wasted
when in the end it was all for nothing
there's nothing right cuz i'm in a fake fantasy
there's nothing right cuz i am in a fake misery
there's nothing right
there's nothing good about this
there's nothing right
there's nothing great about this life
and you'll always be another fake part of me

i keep fighting with the things inside my head
i used to feel so much better than this
i should be laughing, but instead i'm just a mess
i keep fighting with the things inside my head
i don't know how much i can take of this
and now i feel i'm so drowning in it
it's not right to feel this way

(i keep fighting but drowning in it)