I'm not feeling human anymore
half connected all the time
each night i document the things i've done
the pointless points i've made for stupid reasons
every night i'm always the same
you're pounding on my brain
tonight and every night
i lie down clenching up my teeth
trying to fall asleep
i've sat and smoked a billion cigarettes
and wished to hell that you were here
my stained and calloused fingers hold a pen
scratching apologies to you too late too little
every night i pay off my debts
trust me i don't forget
tonight and every night
i will analyze everything
and make myself count the ways
i fucked up today