These days i'm getting older
before my time
to say i'm getting stronger
would be a lie
i think you're trying to break me
seems so unreal
don't know how to take me
don't know how i feel
look around you
do you see what i see
other people think you try to
make a fool of me
it seems to take so long
till anything gets done
why do i have to lose to get things
i've never won
i'm defeated again
i see the look on your face
i've got that feeling again
my mouth has a bad taste
my hope in empty promise
put me to shame
i know its what you wanted
i need the pain
i was gonna be someone
you held me down
didn't want me to move on
you let me drown