No more smile and no more outrage
apathy, pervasive emotions, narcoleptic
no more smiles since fucking sunday
sinking feelings, drinking early, stinking septic
stinking like a dream
spoken outside in outside voices
struck silent into shuddering and cold ground padded noises
sucking myself up a truth that i don't need
last night, i don't believe
no slowing down
no faces smile, no lips that frown
grey to neutral every synapse
stinking thoughts, a pool of dinner
wipe my mouth and hope to die
this street is cold, early morning noises
this body reeling, ugly early morning choices
no more drinks �til fucking noon
stinking teeth and gums, a blackening that sets in soon
and an all revealing smile
just falling down
won't make these hours turn around
i wish i could remember what i'm trying to forget