I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold,
i cannot believe how much i've changed since the days of old,
i know it's temporary but
i need to focus straight,
i cannot believe i lost control of my fate,
i need forgiveness from the people i truely care about,
i need support behind my back to help me spit it out
i am gonna win,
i can't afford to blow this one,
i hate myself sometimes,
i love myself,
i need this way of life because it holds me
contradiction's the way of life
happiness is wealthyness is healthy now
i've made it through those lies and deceit,
i think what's done is done and i can't complain anymore
i am sure now that i've found myself again it feels great
i can't believe i'd lost control of my fate