Go ahead push your luck
find out how much love the world can hold
once upon a time i had control and reined my soul in tight
well the whole truth
is like the story of a wave unfurled
but i held the evil of the world
so i stopped the tide
froze it up from inside
and it felt like
a winter machine that you go through and then
you catch your breath and winter starts again
and everyone else is spring bound
but when i chose to live
there was no joy it’s just a line i crossed
it wasn’t worth the pain my death would cost
so i was not lost or found
and if i was to sleep
i knew my family had more truth to tell
and so i traveled down a whispering well
to know myself through them
growing up my mom had a room full of books
and hid away in there
her father raging down a spiral stair
till he found someone most days his son
and sometimes i think my father, too, is a refugee
i know they tried to keep their pain from me
they could not see what it was for
but now i’m sleeping fine
sometimes the truth is like a second chance
i am the daughter of a great romance
and they are the children of the war
well the sun rose
with so many colors it nearly broke my heart
it worked me over like a work of art
and i was apart of all that
so go ahead push your luck
say what it is you gotta say to me
we will push on into that mystery
and it will push right back
and there are worse things than that
cuz for every price and every penance that i could think of
it’s better to have fallen in love
than never to have fallen at all
cuz when you live in a world
well it gets in to who you thought you’d be
and now i laugh at how the world changed me
i think life chose me
after all