I have always been so proud
of my honest heart
so naturally the truth
flows from my mouth
of course i have lied
my share of times in my life
but it's pulling the teeth
they pass to even spit them out
So it's so hard to find
that i've been lying
to myself all this time
i say i know you but
it's time i realized
this life i lead is far
from glorifying
redundancy is plaguing me,
it happens all the time
Because i just keep trying
and it's so dark in here
and i need you near
to ease my growing fear
so now i know the truth that
i've been missing all along
or maybe just didn't want to hear
and i confess i'm a lifetime liar
of the truest kind
but i'm no longer blind