Took a walk down my life today
broken and empty roads are paved with regrets and guilt i have made
crushing what bits of hope remain
do you want to believe what i believe?
i don't remember how to eat, sleep or breathe
trapped inside this state of decay
you can't tell me that i don't want to stay
i know my pain...burn the faces beyond
kill me long before i wake
take me to my sleep i wait
stifle my breath with every scream
i don't know when i lost my dreams
all my hopes, all my desires now extinguished in my wills fire.
it is gone and i no longer care
come with me and some hate i'll share
you see no pain in my eyes, that is just my clever disguise
i will not cry to you,
you will not see the truth
took a walk down my life today
broken and empty roads are paved with the regrets and guilt i have made
crushing what bits of hope remain
do you want to believe what i believe?
i don't remember how to eat sleep or breathe
trapped inside this state of decay
you can't tell me that i don't want to stay
suffering...lifeless age....face the pain...life's sweet suffering