Just the other day i saw you there with him, i left before you saw me 'cause my nerves were wearing thin. you know it is hard to say what i'm thinking about and i don't know how i can get through this mess and i'm feeling down, you're running around in my head and i can't get you out. i'm losing my girl and i wanna kill myself. i got home at 8 and there on my machine were 13 messages from you about how you're leaving. you know it is hard to say what i'm thinking about and i don't know how i can get through this mess and i'm feeling down, you're running around in my head and i can't get you out. i'm losing my girl and i wanna kill myself.