I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
the one derivative you manage is the one i abhor
i need a minute to elaborate for everyone the
everyday bullshit things that you have done

your impossible ego fuck is like a
megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
you fuckin' touch me i will rip you apart
i'll reach in and take a bite out of that
shit you call a heart...

i don't mind being ogled, ridiculed
made to feel miniscule
if you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful
the only thing you really know about me is...
...that's all you'll ever know

i know why you blame me (yourself)
i know why you plague me (yourself)

i'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
i wanna understand why, but i'm hurting myself
i haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it
i can't just drop it
i'm just a bastard, but at least i admit it
at least i admit it

i know why you blame me (yourself)
i know why you plague me (yourself)

kill you - fuck you - i will never be you
kill you - fuck you - i will never be you
i can't fuckin' take it anymore
a snap of the synapse
and now it's fuckin' war
kill you - fuck you - i will never be you