With longing i recall
yearning for a caress hollow and empty,
unsheltered by the pain of the rest
not without justification, torn down for my compassion
free formed in emptiness
have i been cheated?
has all i have worked for been stolen away by disregarding what i most yearned for?
relinquished all i deserve
fearing not for suffering, is my home and pain my native tongue?
loss and rejection are my family
nurture
you are not the reason for my weakness
lost i hold you to blame for fearing love
for my failure...accompany disaster and inherit the pain
torn down for my compassion now i stand alone
not sympathy just understanding i am shown
too far gone now, my thoughts are wise
all alone because your taken so far
a graceful end to life
but its not over
disguised in a full mask of truth
those old words are denied
with longing i recall
yearning for a caress hollow and empty, unsheltered by the pain of the rest
not without justifcation, torn down for my compassion, free formed in emptiness
repent what i feel
mourn disguised..as life's seas are paralyzed