This is a crisis i knew had to come,
destroying the balance i'd kept.
doubting, unsettling and turning around,
wondering what will come next.
is this the role that you wanted to live?
i was foolish to ask for so much.
without the protection and infancy's guard,
it all falls apart at first touch.
Watching the reel as it comes to a close,
brutally taking it's time,
people who change for no reason at all,
it's happening all of the time.
can i go on with this train of events?
disturbing and purging my mind,
back out of my duties, when all's said and done,
i know that i'll lose every time.
Moving along in our god given ways,
safety is sat by the fire,
sanctuary from these feverish smiles,
left with a mark on the door,
is this the gift that i wanted to give?
forgive and forget's what they teach,
or pass through the deserts and wastelands once more,
and watch as they drop by the beach.
This is the crisis i knew had to come,
destroying the balance i'd kept,
turning around to the next set of lives,
wondering what will come next.