Living life, don't you cry
my life, pain is god
many nights, painful thoughts occur
yell at me again, i'm numb
in denial, i tried to be your friend
i tried to be a good boy
all i see, a hate deep inside
startle me, someone save me
now these memories fill my heart
they bury me
all i want to do is kill you
(you are not my real mother, i'll beat and stab and fuck her ) (x4)
looking back, i was never ever right, you were my step mom
who always wanted me out of your sight
i would come walkin' in and i'd say hello but you'd slap me
and you'd make some fucked up comment about my clothes, but i tried to
let it pass
but the pictures in my head were with you with a knife up your ass
laying dead, so i popped some more caps in your ass now your son is
not so good
mother fucking bitch never try to blame me!
you make me lie, it hurt so
all i want to do is kill you (x4)
(you are not my real mother, i'll beat and stab and fuck her ) (x2)
wish you were dead now
now, right now
how can i cry over someone i never loved? (x2)
never loved (x2)